emo =.="
today is my emo day, so what? do i have to act and pretend? being hypocrite and not being myself? everyone is not perfect, i should bear in mind. my body is here but my soul is flying, my mind and body feel like it is hard to intertwine. sorry my dear friends.. this has nothing to do with you or anyone else. it is ME who really wants some space to recap all my memories; good or bad, happy or sad. sometimes i need some space for myself, to reflect what i've done. this is the time when i would be thankful with all that i have, the never ending gifts and blessings from Him. this is the moment when i'll try to stop the world and time from ticking, ignoring all the things happening around me, neglecting people surrounding me and just talk to myself, calm myself and try to find some peace as if i'm the only one who lives in this world. i wish i could do that, disappearing everyone with just one blink. BUT in the end, i realize, just who am i to do that. He is th