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After 5 years

Yes, it has been 5 years since my last post. In fact, it's almost 6 years since it's November 2017 now! Lots of things had happened. But I know all of them happened for reasons. The truth that only He knows. Now I'd graduated. I hope I'm becoming wiser as I'm growing older . Life will always teach us lessons. Things that no school can teach, no professor can educate. It's the matter of experiencing it yourself. No matter how hard people try to warn you, advise you, at the end of the day, it's you who will face it. I'm trying to become a better person which I believe every one and each of us is trying the same. So let's get in this together! Let's chase our dreams. Be the best that we could. Becausee it's our lives afterall. Love, soon-to-be- extra -ordinary-nisa ☺

Sharing is Caring

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For the first time  sharing this beautiful scene with someone else Leaving an unforgettable moment Spending the precious time  even for a while Maybe there will be no next time Both of them  will not be forgotten InshaAllah Going through these days Leaving more memories to be remembered ^_^

Praise Be To Allah

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Maybe the time has not come yet, Maybe there should be more patience and acceptance, Alhamdulillah (Praise be to Allah) for giving other companies, When they are needed, Even just for a while, It's enough. Maybe He had answered the prayers, And He knew what's the best, As He loves whoever who ask from Him and tawakal Let's be thankful. :) Rely everything on Him as He is The One and Only.

Wish You Were Here

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30th April 2012 amazed by the moonlight and shining stars wishing you were here, sharing this incredible scenery in the center of this green grass lying and thanking Him for this amazing gift pray that we'll have more time to enjoy this beautiful moment but if only if you were here.

Law of Nature

Unhappiness, worries overwhelmed Unexpected, unpredictable Hope it can be wiped away, thrown far beyond the skies So it can't be reach nor reveal In some circumstances It may be discovered Whether willingly or not It may come once again Innocently, uninvited It's hard to let go Even struggling with so much effort It's the nature of ordinary human being Can't be disobeyed Even it is tempting The usual thing is not always right! With own stand and perceptions Just stick with the decision Though sometimes it's hard But with the will of Allah Everything will be alright! :)

Silence

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Silence may be a burden Hard to tell and hard to be kept Keeping it alone May cause miserableness Fighting, screaming from inside Resent with own weaknesses Too easy to be melt away Just like the boats at the sea, not hard to be led astray Reflecting the big fake smiles Hiding all the tears, screams, worries Wishing they can be wiped away Just by one decision One action Innocently thought it is simple as ABC The urge to tell the truth and keep it tightly inside Just make it more complicated There is no solution Decision can't be made When the truth is hidden The answer should be seek from Him who knows everything!

Complicated

I don't know what I feel How I should react What should I do This is very complicated for me to handle I'm barely 19 I need more time more knowledge more experience I need to be mature prepared physically and mentally The decision is in my hand There's no need to rush Just go with the flow Keep working, struggling Without giving up Make du'a Just tawakal I'm screaming, rebelling inside though at the same time I know what's right, what's crucial With all the responsibilities, expectations I should not be greedy, selfish There's only one focus One mission Along the journey May He bless me Always, without fail