Complicated

I don't know what I feel
How I should react
What should I do
This is very complicated for me to handle
I'm barely 19
I need more time
more knowledge
more experience
I need to be mature
prepared physically and mentally
The decision is in my hand
There's no need to rush
Just go with the flow
Keep working, struggling
Without giving up
Make du'a
Just tawakal

I'm screaming, rebelling inside
though at the same time
I know what's right, what's crucial
With all the responsibilities, expectations
I should not be greedy, selfish
There's only one focus
One mission
Along the journey
May He bless me
Always, without fail


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