simple life

I'm not mad, I'm not jealous, As you're not mine . Sometimes this is my weakness as a normal human being, Too easy to fall in love. I admit that for now, there's a bit love for you, and I want you to know how I feel.  But I think it's enough for Him to know what I feel for He who had created my heart and He who had created that feeling inside me. You belong to Him, not me. So let this feeling be kept only for me and let me love you only in silence from far with modesty and sincerity. As I know no one knows what is His plan. Maybe this feeling is just a test that will fade away one day. O Allah, Please don't let me stuck in love that does not sure to be mine, Please give me calmness since I had been drown in this love, Please make my heart pure once again as it had been spoiled by lust, Please throw away the dream and hope that I had been chasing, O Allah, Please get rid  this love as I can't fill two love in my heart, Onl

This post was inspired by someone who I really adore from the first time we met. Actually the title was taken from his words who said: " The only thing that I want is a wife". He never think of having a girlfriend and that made me want to do the same. Stays single until the right time comes.  I think it's not wrong if I say he has everything that a girl needs. Good education, akhlaq(inshaAllah) and personality. He's my dream guy.(Yup! I admit that here and I hope no one knows who he is) Well, I know it's too good to be true because I'm sure I'm nobody compared to other true Muslimah out there. I'm just hoping I can be like him, doing what he thinks is right for the sake of Allah without thinking what  people will say. Doing da'wah sincerely, taking the responsibilities willingly.. I keep thinking how lucky for a girl to have a husband like him, children who have a father like him and parents who have a son like him. It doesn't mean that he is t

I.WANT.HIM.BACK.I.DON'T.KNOW.H ­OW. i lost him because of my clinginess. I need him. Wait no. I don't. Girls, LIVE your youth to the fullest. Have crushes. Relationships are just crap. LIVE LIFE! Be single. Enjoy married life. Love men. not boys.!  p/s: I found this comment at this video on youtube. It's really true!                                               just wanna share this song. love taylor swift!! :)

I thought you were different, I thought you were special, I thought I'm the only one who see you as a cool guy. Maybe my dream is too good to be true, Maybe I don't belong with you, There's no more shine in your eyes, There's no more sweet smiles, Now, it's hard to even look into your face, You've lost my respect. This feeling is not just about jealousy,  Seeing you with her but It's more about my expectation from you, Wishing you have the charisma, the type of guy I'm looking for. The one who will still be cool no matter what happen and  The one who will be friends with anyone, but not more than that.  I wish you know how I feel and I really wish I never know you.  i pray for your happiness and success in this life and hereafter.ameen..

" I don't like someone's hot. I like someone's cool." But be careful! Don't let him make you like such a fool.. " I really like him. He's smart and a good scorer.." So you must try to be like him and prove that you're better.. " He's really kind and I think he's not a smoker " Please don't judge a book by it's cover.. you don't really know his outer and inner! " He's kinda shy and seldom smiles but his gaze is like a thunder " But do you really think that's his true colour?   " I like his style, he respects women "   Wait! Are you sure he does respects his parents?   " Hey, c'mon la.. couple is normal.." Hmm. Many people say it's normal but do they realise it's forbidden?   " Well, I want to make him as my husband.. ^_^ " Before that, you should ask for His guidance..     p/s: i like him..   is this good or bad? =.="

Cinta Allah yang kekal abadi .. You're the only one who i'll turn to When this soul needs comfort, When this mind needs peace. I know You'll always be there, watching. I know You heard me although I didn't spill a word I know You're the only one who knows how I feel and I know You have the answers for all my questions.. How I feel lonely and lifeless if I didn't talk to You, beg to You and ask for your guidance for every steps I take, for every move I make. I need Your blessings, I need strength to keep living in this world and Your Guidance for me to be in the hereafter. How I'm feeling weak now, How I feel like such a fool for not giving all my heart to You. The One and Only. What am I going to do if I didn't turn to You? Who should I'm begging to if not to You? I keep asking myself why I fail to bear with your tests? Why I keep doing the wrongdoings when I knew about the consequences? Please don't let me be away from

Love him just in your heart, Love him silently because your silence is the proof of your love. Your silence will protect you and him from suffer, from Allah's wrath. Maybe..just maybe he is the one who Allah made for you. Even if he is the one, your hope will become reality with willing from Allah.. Don't you know that Allah will never make anyone who is hoping to Him lost his hope? If he is not meant for you, Allah will replace him with someone who is better, and you have to accept him because Allah know what is the best for you.   "Fighting is prescribed for you, and ye dislike it. But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not." (QS. AlBaqarah:216) If your love to him is for the sake of Allah, love him sincerely and carefully. Don't put him at the first place in you heart. Don't forget your love to Allah. "

When I see a loving couple who have no legal relationship except friends who are holding hands while walking, Should I be envy, angry and upset? Or Should I be thankful because I'm keeping my soft hands from any man except my future husband? When I see someone change their status on FB "It's complicated or Not single", Should I be envy, angry and upset? Or Should I be happy with my single status which will only be changed when I get married? When I see a Muslim woman who proudly show their long,straight black hair and perfectly beautiful body to public, Should I be envy, angry and upset? Or Should I be proud to wear hijab and clothes that cover my aurat? When I see a woman who has a beautiful face, a complexion fair and a body like a model, Should I be envy, angry and upset? Or Should I be just thankful to have two eyes to see, one nose to breath, one mouth to eat and talk, a pair of ears to hear, two hands and legs to do my work which are totally p

  I was standing there, watching plainly other kids playing from the corner of Petunia Orphanage. I was 9 years old and has lived there since I was found in a basket outside the gate of Petunia Orphanage with a bag of clothes and a short letter.   "Please take care of my beloved child. She is too young to suffer with me in poverty and lack of love. I am very sorry to trouble you but I am really desperate now. May God bless you."                                                                                                        A young mother.   That was my history as told by my guardian who was more like my own mother, Bertha.   Suddenly someone knocked the door and yanked me back to reality. I recalled my past after looking at the old picture of me with Bertha and other kids at the Petunia Orphanage long ago.   "Come in", I said softly.  "Ms Sophy, you have 10 minutes left before the board meeting", said my secretary.  "Oh, yes. Well, thank

I know you're a very good man But am I worthy for you? Can I be your friend when you need one? Can I be your faithful lover? Can I be your companion forever? Can you count on me for anything?   I know you're a very good man But are you worthy for me? W ill you be there when I need a shoulder to cry on? Will you be there when I need someone to solve my problems? Will you be there when I need someone to protect me from danger? Maybe Allah will give me the chance  To have a very good man in the future But will I be thankful For everything that I had and will have? Our life is short and unexpectable So we just need to love our life and be thankful to Him For the true love that He gave us It is the eternal love that we will always get from the creator The one and only <3, Nur Khairunnisa Hussein

When we first met You caught my eyes I adores your determination I love your talks and I like your smile You gave me strength  You gave me courage You gave me hope For every steps I take But maybe that's the firs t and last time we meet Even though you are so hard to forget I really hope I'll meet someone like you A man who has everything just like you But a good man is only for a good woman So I really hope I can be that lucky person I hope I'll have someone to guide me Along the way in the future I know it's too good to be true But if Allah wills it My dream will come true InshaAllah... <3, Nur Khairunnisa Hussein

ptg td ,tetibe j e my kindergarden teacher dtg rmh.. Pn Fauzana namanye..she is chinese muslim. die bwk ank pompuan die,nk tmph bju with my mom. ade dua org ank lelakinye yg ade chinese look tuh skali..ehem.. we chit chat for a while,die beli baju baby kait yg my mom buat.. (cayalah ummi!) bisnes la katakan..  mlm pulak. .pegi mkn with my mom n bro.. tetibe my mom bgtau die tnmpk my ex-classmate time form 1 dlu. SMKSK.. die dh tggi gler!! n erm..kulit die tanned . hehe. sbb active sports kot.. tp sorry r bro,x tegur. syok sgt mkn smpi x nmpk org... (n_n) x sangka blh jumpe my old teacher n terserempak ngn my old friend.. wut eva it is, i feel great today. hope my day will be better tomorrow.. inshaAllah. :)

this is my first time blogging. i wanted to have my own blog for years but only now i manage to have one. thank God(Alhamdulillah..) i think this is the right time since i have lots to share...the reason i'm blogging are i want to share my feelings,hopes n maybe some experiences..i want to let out everything inside my head n my heart. maybe..it can make me feel better... :)