simple life

Unhappiness, worries overwhelmed Unexpected, unpredictable Hope it can be wiped away, thrown far beyond the skies So it can't be reach nor reveal In some circumstances It may be discovered Whether willingly or not It may come once again Innocently, uninvited It's hard to let go Even struggling with so much effort It's the nature of ordinary human being Can't be disobeyed Even it is tempting The usual thing is not always right! With own stand and perceptions Just stick with the decision Though sometimes it's hard But with the will of Allah Everything will be alright! :)

Silence may be a burden Hard to tell and hard to be kept Keeping it alone May cause miserableness Fighting, screaming from inside Resent with own weaknesses Too easy to be melt away Just like the boats at the sea, not hard to be led astray Reflecting the big fake smiles Hiding all the tears, screams, worries Wishing they can be wiped away Just by one decision One action Innocently thought it is simple as ABC The urge to tell the truth and keep it tightly inside Just make it more complicated There is no solution Decision can't be made When the truth is hidden The answer should be seek from Him who knows everything!

I don't know what I feel How I should react What should I do This is very complicated for me to handle I'm barely 19 I need more time more knowledge more experience I need to be mature prepared physically and mentally The decision is in my hand There's no need to rush Just go with the flow Keep working, struggling Without giving up Make du'a Just tawakal I'm screaming, rebelling inside though at the same time I know what's right, what's crucial With all the responsibilities, expectations I should not be greedy, selfish There's only one focus One mission Along the journey May He bless me Always, without fail